Girl you are my love
You're my heart and soul
You're my brightest side
Suddenly wish i knew her skin...the taste of her breath is still fresh in my senses...I want to feel defeated. Feel the loss of my greatest happiness no more belonging to me.
That dream...I was drunk and shouting at the moon..crying out loud..feeling so sick that I vomited. But it wasn't relieving to cry with no real tears. I'm looking for that pang..that'll make me feel defeated..that'll defeat me. I know as long as I don't lose here I am never going to emerge a winner in this Life.